Strange feeling......

Everyday need watch tv alone,no 1 can discuss the progamme i watch with me!
Every nite need sleep alone and hug pillow,no 1 will sms me in the middle of the nite!
Every weekend will see couple holding hand when hang out 2gether,but i just alone there!

Feel strange,dun noe how to tell this kind of feelig,but absolutely not lonely!!
Maybe i need some people to accompany or support me?Maybe i just need some1 to have some sincere talk?

Jealous when see people post couple shot in their blog!jealous when see people can holding hands when walk 2gether!Jealous when people can get sms in the middle of the nite1

Maybe live alone is the priciple reason of this strange feeling,no family commitment,no family member that i can share my secret!haiz.......

will looking for some1 that can accompany me.....

Just need some accompany from some1!

Simple life in college

2 weeks have pass since I was taking short courses in TARC!!!
so this time i gonna share my simple college life......

So everyday just wake up early in the morning,dress up properly to look more smart!After reach TARC and enter TARC,walao,lot of people dress up more fashion look so attrative...just like timesquare,a lot of lengzai,leng lui and lala here or there!Some TARC students tot TARC is a fashion stage,dress until so over and so confident about their dressing.Yaya,u are good looking,but this is a place for study,not for fashion!

my lecturer treat us kinda good,maybe we are just newbie in TARC.But her class quite bored and i can sense that 1/3 students in the class are yawning,hehe!when we have time to break,i sure take foods in canteen coz the foods are reasonable(quite cheap) and variety,maybe i from a malay school that only have nasi lemak and I have nasi lemak everyday and look like nasi lemak!I really can enjoy diferent foods everyday1.The library are quite big and a lot of books there,i like to hang aorund the library coz the air-con really nice and cold,it was comfortble just sitting inside the library.

Students in TARC quite active,i can see they held diferent party,events and function everytime.I alway receive their advertisment when i just pass they,so it was fun to hear that they try to ask people to join them....

when i study there....
i will alway confuse what to wear to there...
i will alway need to find a place to park my car since i just taking short courses and cant get pass to park inside.
i will waste a lot of money coz my fren alway ask me to shopping or hang out after finish class

But i was enjoy when study in TARC,coz really fun there,TARC has no strict rule and disiplince,so we must have self-control if not we will just only honeymoon at there and failed our courses......really,we must chave selfcontrol and don;t let desire to control us....

Thanks for let me have chance to study in TARC and bcome TARC students temporary,hehe!!!

An award party that for good student.

Yuhooooo!This is my first time be invited from school to join an award party for good students from SEMENTAS.I feel excited and hope that day will come!coz that only for good students,i am not a good students since form 1 until form 5,but in form 5,i change my attitude a lot,hehe!

The day has come...
Wake up in the early morning and change a short sleeve for present to the party.After that i go pick some of my frens that have been also invited to the party in the morning.after pick them up,some of my frens feel excited like me coz also din attend to the parties b4,some of them look like nothing,coz they already go for many times.......

What inside?
ceh...to be honest,i feel disappoint coz the hall not really nice,look not really fun,but i also fell happy coz that was my dream to attend to the award party!Teacher give us some books and tick ourname,look so serous,coz only students have been invited can join,hehe!sure i am the 1 who been invited from teachers...

The guy talking too much....
As the show start,our principal of the school talk a lot about our school last year..how many A?how much money our school spend last year?disiplin problem.........All of us not interesting on what he talk,but just excited when we can receive award from him..hehe!

A sweet voice calling me...
Tan Chee Meng,pls queue up and receive your reward...and my turn come,i feel abit nervous but i try to step to the stage...as i step up the say,i can hear people clapping their hands to wel come me,i get 2 reward from principal,that are spm 7A and best students of subject mandarin..hehe,after receive the certificate,i just left the stage...this is what i want??a few seconds of glory moments?I work hard for 1 years just bcoz of this???well,this is my target,but i think it worth for me,coz work hard also let me enjoy a lot of moment,just like my mum feel very happy when i get 7A.......just like my fren congratulate me.....So its was worth,really worth!!

After get the certificate,i also see red pocket inside the certificate,i noe that got money inside,hehe,still can get money,haha!!!after chat with some frens,i just left the party coz really bored and not really suit me,but i hope can attend again,for glory,gold and get proud,hehe!!!!

Siew ling and I

Hehe,accept my reward!

wah,my certificate and red pocket...but my look so ugly....

Thanks....i really can join the party in my life,hope i can make it for next time....!!!

My First Time......be the obstacle in th road....>.<

After cut my hair and buy my dinner,it around 9pm,so i decided to go back by driving car....Concentrate on my driving...Dun bother me!!!Get lost!

After reach Ong Tai Kim in Gombak area,there got a T- juntion with traffic light there,when the traffic light turn red,i try to stop my car..but dun noe what happen next,my car suddenly cant move the engine also cant run.
Feel panic coz the traffic light already turn green!
Feel panic coz the car behind me alway hon me....hon hon!
Feel panic coz this din happened to me be4!

AIYOYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I try to start my car...try it harder and harder....but it not working,therefore,i ask help from the driver who queue up behind me.He was a malay guy,thanks god he look kind and try me push my car to the left and make a small road to let others car pass.I can see he push very hard..push..push...and he is sweating2...This moment i feel very touching,a Malay guy who help me with his heart.After helping me,sure i say thank you to him.I also call my dad which work as a formen and ask what should i do...

What my dad say?
your petrol already finish izzit?i just fill it!
your battery already finish izzit?but the light still can light up!
maybe is overflow!!!Oh my god,what is overflow??????and what can i do now?
u left your car 10 minutes 1st and start it again...

After 10minutes......try to start it....i feel nervous that time...Yeah!i can start it now.
And i continue my way to go home....another T-junction in GreenWood which near the mosque..my car cant move again and the engine cant run...walao,i be a obstale again and block the road,i really panic this time,coz a big metro bus behind me,thanks god the road is stiff and i my car can flow down slowly....then i try park my car beside the road again and open a small road for others car to pass.Hello,the metro bus is too big to pass,and he also noe my car's engine cannot start,so it move down slowy and knocked my car slowly,as my car being knocked,a force puch my car from behind,this give me can move my car to the left........Metro bus driver,are you try to help me?but its to rude.....better be soft next time,if not no people want take your bus next time!!!

another 10 minutes...start it again,its work again...haha!So i drive my car faster to avoid being another obstacle in on the road again..Thanks god,i really make it and reach my house!!!!!1st thing to do is to call my dad and tell him i already reach house,dun worry about me!!

How to avoid this kind of accident?i also dun noe how
But pls dun be panic if your car suddenly cant run,try to get help from others and place your car to the left to avoid traffic jam.Try to remember some forman 's phone number,if cant,just save it number,maybe you can ask them opinion when u face problem...Be prepare every 1!

This kind of experiance really let me learn a lot of thing,but thanks,i think i better dun need it next time....haha!
Thanks god i still here to share my blog with you all!

A CALL FROM MY FRIEND!!

Just finish my class and plan to relax in the house today.After reach house,just like what i do usually.Go take bath,makan-makan.watch televisyen,facing my laptop qand pigging like a pig......

Suddenly my friend call me in the evening...hello.........and she ask me what i plan to take after getting my result.Oh my god,honestly,i also not yet plan for my future,coz dun noe what i really interesting.My mind only thinking of love love and hamsap thing!

And then we chat a lot of thing.....what she plan to do and what she plan to take......bla bla +nonsence!suddenly i tell her that i hope she may failed in her driving test coz i pleased to see her face when failed(She are really confident all the time,so wish to see her disappoint face 1 day)..................This time,i really make her angry,she bcome very angry and scold me,am I your friend?why you want your friend failed in the driving test?why you want your friends failed in the exam?i noe u get 7A in u spm,but pls dun be arrogant,you should respect me and dun look down me!!!!!!!!!1st time scold me since i noe her for 4 years....

What should i do?i just can keep explain that i just kidding with her....That were out topic,our style,i not really want u failed or even look down you,i am only kidding with you,cant you understand it?maybe i cant control my mouth,i noe that sometime my mouth was really bad,alway talk a lot of sheet thing in front of you,but honestly,i just kidding with you,include all my friends,i dun noe that i will hurt you such a lot,coz that were my style,that were what doggy family mean to me!!!

Sorry my friends....
I dun noe that you are such serious person,i dun noe that u mind that a lot,but hope you please forgive me and give me a 2nd chance!i promise that i will watch out for my stupid mouth speaking,and will attention how to respect you and even all my friends...just want to say sorry to those person i hurt b4,hope you all will forget it when i talk a lot of sheet in front of you all!

Make a promise
I will try to control myself,be more serious,and will care my friends more,friends are important,friends are a kind of treassure,so i will aappreaciate it more and more,thank you for u all be my friend and tahan me until now,thank you and love you all!!!Ilove you all!!!(except some friend that just want to take advantage from me!Neh!Neh!)

My little advice...
Just watch out our speaking,and please dun jeer at some1 mistake,value your friends and your family!

Making complaint about you!!!

I can't live without friends!A best friends will alway accompany me until end of the journey.
But i dun think i have a lot of best friends,coz a lot of my friends not really noe what i am thinking,maybe you all are selfish,just think about yourself!When you call me and ask me hang out with you,i can noe that u are not really ask me hang out,u just want me to be you driver,send you here and there!i am not really stingy about patrol fees,but that enough,i am pleased to pick you here or there sometimes but not everytimes,so pls be tolerance and dun ask about some rediculous thing from me!That fuck enough.....i am complain about you,pls change your characteristic when u notice about it!

SPM results time.........!!!!!!!!

The day b4 spm results coming out,where i go?i just hang out with my friends(doggy family) and go lim teh to discuss about our future....will it achived?i dun noe,but maybe all of us will workhard for it..maybe!that nite was very warm and hapiness,together with doggy family,we chat a lot of thing and really appreciate each others,bcoz we noe maybe we will separate from each others!

Thank friend....
you all accompany me until i finish my form5
you all always encourage me when i get bad results or in sour mood.
you all always make me proud when u all failed the exam and only i pass it!especially SEJARAH!
you all alway make alot alot of funny things i can never forget!
Love you all!

On that day

I feel stress when take the spm results,to overcome the stress,i go swim with my friend...katak-katak,kupu-kupu,doggy-doggy......what else i noe?swim and swim,see lengzai and leng lui to release tension...
after the swim,killer time really come,it is time to take the results,i really cannot feel my legs that time....ah!!!!!!!!
suddenly my mum call me and ask 'where are u now?I already inside the school,why cant see u?'yaya,u are inside the school and cant see me,coz u are in the wrong school,my school is SEMENTAS,not Sri Selayang,aiyoyo!my mum also dun noe where i study,really a good mother!but she make me feel stress coz she never come to my school b4 since i standard 1 until form 5,this is the 1st time she come to my school and take spm results with me 2gether,queue up and wait there,1 by 1,i can see some look very happy when they get their results,some just cry and in sour mood after gets the results,4 me,nothing important any more,i just want a good results to make my mum happy,until my turn to get my results,i can see teacher gigle in front of me,i can guess it maybe i can get satisfied results,but when i see it,i get 7A,i really din expect i can get 7A,maybe the power of a mother supporting their son,i feel really excited coz i am not really study hard enough!at the moment,i hug my mum so tight and tell her that i love her very much!my friend tell me that when the moment i hug my mother,it so touching!it is touching,if u all dun believe,u may try to take u results together with u mum and u dad!sure will hug 2gether when u get satisfied results!however,u dad maybe will punch u when u get poor results,hehe!

i hope still got chance to hug my dad and my mum again,to achive my dream,i should study hard and do not give up!!!add oil!